Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Puddles and Perspective

I wanted to write this yesterday when it was fresh in my mind but cooking dinner in the daylight is way more fun than doing it in the dark...

Took the dog for a run yesterday.  There were puddles everywhere, but the weather was beautiful.  Dodging puddles while trying not to trip over a dog is quite the task- I was starting to feel like one of those parkour athletes.  I wasn't even a block from home and my feet were already soaked and I had nearly slipped in mud...  It was then that I made the decision to stop avoiding the puddles.  We hit Every. Single. One.  It was fun.  My legs were soaked and the water felt so good between my toes.  I was never cold.  The sun was warm and the heat from my own body immediately warmed the water as it splashed all over.  I think I smiled the entire time.  I have been running without music lately- taking in the sights and sounds, and being more aware of myself and what is around me.  Allowing my breaths and the sound of my feet on the pavement to set the pace.

Yesterday was a glimpse of hope.  I observed a woman putting her trash and recycling out to the curb late in the afternoon.  As she was walking back to her house she stretched out her arms and breathed in the warm air and soaked up the sun.  I smiled at her as I ran by.  A stretch after a long, long winter.  I got a sense of love for life from this woman whom I have never seen before.  Remembering to stop and take a minute to savor and enjoy the beautiful day.  There is so much conflict and turmoil in the world today.  So much death and disease and heartache.  It is bringing the best out of people- the desire to live a full life is so much more obvious, more than I've ever noticed before.  It is so apparent in the way people express themselves, people are truly appreciating what they have and who they have.

There is this wonderful attitude that is taking hold.  More people loving one another and accepting/seeing the positive. 

Smile today and say hi to a stranger.  Spread the hope through happiness. (it's that easy)

Peace and love, friends.

Thursday, March 6, 2014

The Struggles of Clean Eating

I have been trying really hard to eat clean lately.  And it's killing me.  The craving for a damn potato chip and chocolate is so real I feel like I could die.  It doesn't help that Thursdays at the office are bagel/donut day... shoot me.  So I'm sitting here and I can hear, smell, taste the chocolate frosted donut sitting in the break room- my name is all over it.  But I know I shouldn't... especially since my workout routine is slim to none right now.  Laziness wins every time.

It also doesn't help that I stupidly decided to buy groceries because I had a coupon... so now we have all this stuff that we haven't had in the house for weeks- aka junk food- merely because we "had a coupon".... dumb, dumb, dumb!

This whole saving money/not having any money is quite a struggle too... All I want to do is go shopping- believe it or not!  There are these amazing jeans at Madewell that I am dying to try on... I guess I can only hope they don't fit me right (fingers crossed)...

So while I lust over beautiful threads and decadent chocolate... Join me in drooling over this donut.....😉

They say misery loves company...