Written 11-13-2019
But the real point of this is more about the postpartum body and the pressure to return to a previous state.
I like to work out. It feels good and i like to feel good. Mentally, physically. But my body is so different now after giving birth and making a human. My pregnancy was relatively easy and uncomplicated- aside from SPD which limited my exercise to minimal walking. I gained about 40lbs and gave birth to a 9lb 5oz giant baby. My body grew and grew and stretched and opened. My hips will never be a size 4 again. My skin is slowly shrinking back, but I don't expect it to ever be the same. I have a nice layer of extra belly pudge that will maybe go away some day.
After I gave birth I was amazed at the way my body shrank and changed to a new normal. The lbs shed quickly and before I knew it i was left with only 10lbs until i was back at my pre-pregnancy weight. And i knew that would come off when i started working out again. But I was in no hurry. Sure, i miss working out, and doing yoga regularly. but I wasn't going to kill myself to start back up. managing time with an infant, full time work, a house, a husband, and a dog is no easy task. i still haven't found time to work in regular exercise, besides going for walks, and I'm 7 months postpartum.
However, here's the point-
I told myself when I was cleared for all activity at my 6 week check-up that it takes 9 months to make a human and I was going to give myself the grace of 9 months postpartum to not worry about "bouncing back" (which isn't even a thing). It's more like grace to accept my new body. Learn how it moves and responds now, and gradually re-introduce rigorous workouts. I knew I would be starting at square one, so i really was in no rush. And i'm so much more interested in spending all my time with her right now. She's changing at a rapid pace and i don't want to miss a thing.
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